I can’t believe I trusted you hahahahaha
i honestly just need someone to come into my life that really genuinely cares about me and wants to sit and have long conversations about things that actually matter and wants to go on adventures late at night and wants to be there for me at my lowest points and celebrate with me at my highest points and just be the rock that keeps me going when life gets rough
Anxiety is a real fucking thing and I’m so highly sick of people making it out like people who suffer from this are just crazy or overreacting. I have a form of a mental disorder. My brain doesn’t send the correct signals like a normal person. Things are extremely easy for one person, are the hardest thing for me. Sometimes I can’t even go in a gas station to pay for gas because I can’t control my anxiety. Going out to bars and clubs is what normal people my age love to do, and I just simply can’t do things of the nature. Now, I have my good days. Some days it’s not as bad and I’m okay. But that’s it, I’m just okay. I’m never completely happy or completely fine. And no matter how hard I try to get someone to understand what it’s like, it can’t. They always make me out to be insane or that I simply overreact. And it is so far from the truth. I can’t control what happens to me. When I’m having a full blown anxiety attack nothing in the world can calm me down. I have to sit there and let it play out. My body feels like a fucking prison. I can’t control anything. So if you don’t suffer from this or if you don’t understand what it’s like then you have no right to put someone down who does suffer this or make them feel like they are crazy. This is a real disorder and just because you don’t think it’s real or just because you don’t understand it doesn’t mean you can treat someone like shit.